muted garden

The sound garden is muted.
The leaves and petals
have turned black.
The song bird
lays on the ground,
sadness seared
his vocal cords.
His final song
still dangling
from his final breath.
The echo
will rattle
in a city’s
melodic blood.

taste the silence

The words
wash
on the shore of my tongue
cooling me.
There is nothing
to be said.
The words
taste better in my mouth,
I’ll just keep rolling them
like mints,
fresh waves.
Smiling at your anger.

last to first

You were dying
your petals were crackling.
I soaked you with my tears.
It did not help.
I showered you with my blood.
It did not help.
I grabbed you
and buried you
in the red soil of my heart.
You grew within me,
you flourished,
your roots
wrapped around my vital organs
and sipped from the springs of my life.
Your leaves
grew in my lungs.
We now breathe together.

current

My seashell ears
still echo your voice,
the ocean of your words
still crash against my fears,
cutting them into courage.

therapy

I just want a kiss
to taste your memories,
I’ll quench my thirst
with the bad ones,
sipping the salt of your past.
I promise to leave
you with some minty ones,
good times
dripping on your lips,
wet memories
to seal your fractured dreams
so they don’t bleed out
their glowing marrow of hope.
I got you by my teeth.
My tongue
knows hypnosis.
My mouth
is a great therapist.

cut

I cut you
out of my life
and my life was the one
that ended up bleeding.

suffocation

While I am in your hold,
you wrap me up in your dreams,
each shroud of your hopes
tightly against me,
your dreams absorb into my skin.
Your Vicodin voice
numbs me during the transformation.
You tell me how beautiful
I have become.
When you release me,
drenched in your dreams,
metamorphosed into your wants,
will I have your preferred set of flaws?
If so, then for how long?
I can’t keep changing for you.
At some point,
I’ll just drown in
one of your selfish cocoons.
You’ll find me
drenched in dreams
that have spoiled into nightmares,
in a casket of hopes.

Disappointment

I dissected the cocoon
of my sadness,
and within it
I found the corpse
of a butterfly
with your face on it.

escape

During my coldest winter, you flew south.

the one

She bit into a star
like an apple,
licking the light
off her lips,
she owns the night.

You can look for her,
but you will just get lost
in her midnight orchard
of moonlit
black
aether trees.

I wish you the best of luck.